Let's put on our masks

I did this one a few months ago in Myspace. I still haven't got any ideas what to write, so i figured to pose this one here for a while. At least my page won't look too empty.

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Let's put on our masks Lately it's been a little quite. Well, i still do feel lonely and all but i think I'm starting to get the hang of it. I talked to more people in the office nowadays and i think that they can accept me for who i am. Maybe that's what i should be doing. I don't need close friends. Just an ordinary friend would do. Funny, i used to think that friends were one of the greatest things that you can have. But i think i can finally realize it now that i was actually lying to myself. There's no such thing as a true friend. The only close friend that you can have is when they're in need of help or when they need someone to talked to. Other then that, it would be like a sprint race where you started of as a friendly match but turns out to be a death match in the end. Don't know if that sounds right though. My metaphor is not really good. OK, let's turn it into something easier to say. They need you, they call you, when they're good, they ran away. lol! Sad but true, true but funny. Maybe that's what true friends really are. The wear mask in front of you listening to the things you say and forget em once you left. They got this other mask the put on when they want you to go away from them too. Mask like "I'm tired" or "I'm outside, maybe next time". Hmm.. Interesting facts huh? You know, remembering the times when we were young. It's one of the days you think you own the world. No worries, no, nothing. You just move along and do what you think is right. You're free like a bird and you can do all the things you want. Now that i think of it, that's the time when i was truly happy. Those are the times where i believed in a thing called friendship. Maybe that's the only time i was truly a believer. Now that i grow up, i have a mask that I've been wearing for some time too. Different from the masks most of my friends uses. This one is called "I'm happy" mask. It's to tell everyone that I'm happy, lively and full of vest. I think it's a good mask. No one seems to notice the real me. And i think it's best to keep it that way. Thanks for your time.